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seeya!

today i witnessed a very tragic event... i saw a worm being attacked by ants. i mean an earthworm. its very gross! it was squirming on the concrete floor and thats why i noticed it... and after that i realised beside was an earthworm already superly attacked by alot alot alot of ants... and it was still moving!!! and this earthworm that first caught my attention was almost jumping about... and if you know me well enough u'll know how much i hate worms... i like SUPER hate worms u know cuz i find them very very very scary and unnerving... and i felt really bad that i cldnt save the worm... cuz usually when i see snails i save them , but that's cuz i can pick them up.. i tried saving slugs once (check out my 2006 entries) but to no avail... cuz they cant quite be picked up... but EARTHWORMS! i cant take it their too scary... and so i poured my water on the earthworm... and i juz prolonged its misery.. at least the ants ran away... but ...... sigh. and i left feeling utterly disgusted and totally evil... because i didnt do anything to save it and it was sure to die.

no one knows how much i love reading love poems written by women! how they express longing and yearning and how they appeal so much to the senses ... i like how they almost brink on insanity, insecurity and faithlessness... the most common state a woman is in when she's in love. hail women poets!

On such a night as this
When no moon lights your way to me,
I wake, my passion blazing,
My breast a fire raging, exploding flame
While within me my heart chars.




The Gods of heaven are irrational.
So I may die and never meet you,
whom I love so much.

When evening comes
sorrow overwhelms my mind.
I see his phantom
that speaks the words
he used to say.

寂寞深闺，
柔肠一寸愁千缕。
惜春春去，
几点催花雨。
倚遍栏干，
只是无情绪！
人何处？
连天衰草，
望断归来路。

me and the unquoted poems.

Though I go to you
ceaselessly along dream paths,
the sum of those trysts
is less than a single glimpse
granted in the waking world.